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It's Only the Beginning
Dear Micah
You are 1 year, 6 months, 2 weeks and 2 days old. You were 1 year, 6 months, 1 week and 6 days old the last time you nursed, and after 3 days I am still processing what it means to now have a child who is weaned. It is a milestone that I dreaded and looked forward to at the same time, and yet now that it is here, I am both profoundly disappointed and somewhat relieved. I am disappointed that you are no longer my little baby, but a boy. I am incredibly proud that you weaned all by yourself, without any tears from your blue eyes or prodding from me. In my heart I knew the last time was the last time. It seemed so final, you seemed to calm and reflective, although you knew as well. I enjoyed that last bit of babyhood with every bone in my body. I savored the way your tiny hand played with my cheek. I will never forget it, ever.
You discovered a new world and a taste for freedom. You love to run as fast as your little legs will take you. Your curiosity and awareness of every detail around you inspires me to look for those little things, too. You make me a better mom and person and photographer, just by being your little self. You are still so very little. You still fall down all the time. You have developed a knack for lip smacking kisses that leave us all a little wet on the face (but that’s okay). Your hugs could never be duplicated by anyone and they make us buckle at the knees. You are the sweetest little soul I know. I know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that God has very special plans for you. I will always remind you of this.
I know this is just the first “end” and there will be others. One day you will stop wearing diapers. One day you will ask for a “big people cup” instead of your sippy. One day you will strap on a brand new backpack and you will step into a whole new world, full of broken crayons, best friends, new books and sack lunches. I will cry then, too, because it’s hard to let go. But I will also be so proud, because that is my job, to teach you everything you need to know and help you grow up to be a man. Your daddy and I are amazed at how quickly you learn, how smart you really are. We know you will continue to amaze us. And while I do mourn a little over these milestones, I am even more excited about all those moments to come when you will make us so proud.
Love,
MamaDon't forget to vote for my photo on Facebook! I'm trying to win a D90! Here's the link to my photo:
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Thursday Catch-Up
Latest Project:
Last night I had to keep telling myself to breath deeply and be patient. And no, Micah wasn’t giving me trouble; he was already asleep for the night. I was determined to make my photography website design submit to my will. Unfortunately, coding is not my strongest point, and it took me forever to figure out how to put my sliced up Photoshop image back together with html and css. The result? A beautifully customized website that fits my style. It even has roll over image links. I hate templates. If it weren’t for the fact that I needed their structure to get me started, I wouldn’t use them at all.
I have a confession: I teared up a little when I was done because I liked it so much. Is that nerdy or what? Click on the image to go to my photography website and play with the rollover links. While you are there, click the “like” button on my Facebook plugin.
Micah’s Current Stats:
This morning was Micah’s 18 month appointment. He is 25.8 pounds and 32 1/2 inches tall, which puts him in the 50th percentile for his weight and the 90th for his height. Lean and mean: that’s how he has been described from the beginning. This checkup was not as traumatic for Micah as the last one. There were no shots and he only cried a little when the pediatrician tried to look in his ears and listen to his heartbeat. I kept him distracted with my phone and that helped a lot! The really great news was that he had no ear infections, which means the fever and irritability he experienced last week must have been nothing more than a seasonal bug – or teething. I guess we’ll never know. We are still waiting on those 2-year molars, as far as I know. It’s hard to look without losing a finger, know what I mean?
Photo of the Day:

This was taken on Monday morning at my parents house before I left for the dealership to have my new van looked at. (We needed to have the cruise control replaced at no cost to us.) I was excited to see fog because I am doing an engagement session this Saturday and our goal is to get that early morning fog. We are waking up super early. How many people are willing to wake up at 5am just so their photographer can get sunrise and fog shots of them? Not many, that’s why Danielle and Gustavo are so cool!! I’m so excited for that session; we’ll be hitting up the Milwaukee Art Museum as well as a few other places in the city. I love urban settings!
More Photo Fun:
Macro filters are blast to play with! The trickiest part is that the depth of field is so shallow, if you move ever so slightly, you throw your subject out of focus. The white flowers pictured below are very tiny in real life – they are technically a week and grow in clusters everywhere they shouldn’t. Obviously the purple flower is a clover! Do you see the little bug tucked in there? The blade is actually a small palm leaf from a mini palm tree I have growing in my kitchen. And Abe Lincoln never looked so good!

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Edeeto Summer Photo Contest on Facebook
I recently entered a photo contest that is taking place on Facebook and is sponsored by Edeeto. The prize is a Nikon D90 - a really awesome camera that would be a serious upgrade from my current D3000! I would love to win this camera and I am campaigning super hard to get votes. Won't you please commit to voting for my photo once per day? All you have to do is click the thumbs up button. Share it with your friends on Facebook to get me even more votes. Vote down the competition to help me EVEN MORE. I am going to be giving away a free photo session and a free 8x10 if I win. (See kimberlyneyer.com for more info about my biz.)
Beach BumThis morning I noticed that (at least briefly today), I am #1!! Let's keep it that way! Please head over to this page and vote for me. Then bookmark it and come back every day until October 31st! It only takes a second, and yet it means so much to me, it's not even funny! :)

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Driving Too Much
Lately I feel like I have been driving all over the Midwest. I've been up to Milwaukee twice this week, and I'll be driving all the way up there again two more times before the end of the week. Then there is all the driving we do for church activities, which is located 30 minutes away. The only good part about all this driving is the fact that we have a new vehicle, which makes it more fun. We just bought a 2005 Town and Country. I love that it has power everything. It's really nice to be able to open the sliding doors and the back gate with the remote, especially when I have my hands full with Micah and groceries! I have to say.... I love my mom van! ;)
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Hmm....
I think I am going to start writing on Xanga again. I feel like I need an informal place to ramble. I can never leave xanga, lol.
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